I really, really hate jolene a lot. Stupid dumbass, am I really going to backslide soon? I really love God a lot and I know that He had done a lot for me. I don't know what to do now. God help me!

Jolene is really getting on my nerves, meet for caregroup or shepherding? Can't you just concentrate more on your studies? You will fail your O levels if you carry on like this. Sheesh...

Do I really love hanif? Or am I just being a despo? I like jackson for who he is but I don't really like his looks. No offence, seriously. Who am I?

Stupid idiot, why must jiahui tell joyce tan that I have got myself a boyfriend? What the hell is going to happen next? God!!

I love my mum and dad a lot. How can I express myself out? I really love them a lot, I can't bear to see them leave this world. God can you help me? I am feeling so down right now.

No one knows how I feel, I hate jolene lau a lot. But I just can't figure out why. I find it so irritating whenever she talks to me. I feel so irritated whenever I looked at her face, Lord, why must she be my shepherd? One word to describe her, IRRITATING! There is nothing much I can do now. Jiahui asked me this,"will there still be KUKU?" What had happened before? Why didn't I want it in the first place? She is nice and I don't really expect much from her thou. Kuku family is back, love you guys a lot.

I don't get why does cuizhen wants to have me as her God-sister? She always wants to seek attention from me and I know it. I don't know how to carry on like this, she is a nice person plus i appreciate that she tops up my prepaid card. Do I like her for her money? Mengyee and priscilla are together already. I feel so stupid for saying that I miss another guy, it is too late now. TOO LATE! Lord, I am crying out to you, I am desperate to have him back. I don't love terence at all, I only treat him as a substitute. I am so sorry.